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I miss you like the moon misses the sun

Valentine day!

Tapi si T tidak percaya pada hal-hal kayak gitu. Valentine mah bukan budaya kita. Katanya. Walhasil Ko pun cuma bisa memandangi berbagai macam hal yang berbau valentine: coklat, hati, cinta, bunga.

Ulang tahun lupa, tanggal jadian ga ingat. Mbok ya pas valentine jadi pertanda inget kalo punya pasangan yang pengen dikasih sesuatu…

“enggak. Kapan aja kalau mau kasih bisa kok. Ga nunggu ulang tahun atau valentine”

Yaaaaah si adek eh si abang ini gimanaaa sih…. Tuaan gayanya daripada umurnya -_-

So hari ini pun Ko cuma bisa misuh-misuh lihat hati bertebaran. Apalagi 2 hari ini si Abang ga bisa dihubungi. Nasib LDR, rumahnya ga bisa digruduk begitu menghilang ga kasih kabar berhari-hari.

Sambil menatap layar skype dengan tanda busy di namanya, rasanya sedih.

If we are no longer together, I will miss your calls. I will miss our chats. I will miss the feeling of intimacy. I will miss the feeling that someone belong to me. I will miss the feeling that I longed to someone. I will miss your hard to smile-face. I will miss the moment when I tease you to make you smile or force you to little bit romantic. Something that you can’t do.

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If we are no longer together, I will miss the moments when I steal the screenshot of our video calls. I will miss your missed calls since we are 6 hours apart. I will miss your text. I will miss your face. I will miss the feeling of i need to go home early just for you. I will miss the urge to open the skype just to say hi.

I will miss you

I will be lonely, I will be sad and cry like I used to be when you were mad at me.

But if you find someone new that better than me to accompany you, it is ok to leave me.

Just forget me and disappear from my life. It’s ok.

Do not contact me. Do not ask me.

Just disappear.

 But not now, please.

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