I can feel the lump getting bigger. sometimes i can feel it hurts. What i have done wrong?
I am doing nothing to my body except two piercings in my ears. No tattoos (even i want to). I am trying to life healthy, i hardly consume meat (but i love coffee).
I never have sex and try to keep it as pure as a girl. Never been kissed, never be loved. I am trying to be as good as can be which sometimes i regret the decision to be living as a good behave maid.
But my body betray me. It develops lump. The only man who ever touch me will be a team of doctors. Not the man that i love.
It is not fair.